Friday, December 31, 2010

“Landscape with the Fall of Icarus” and “Out, Out—”

    “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus,” a poem by the 20th century modernist and imagist poet William Carlos Williams refers to Pieter Bruegel's painting of the same name and describes the disconsolate tragedy of Icarus, the son of Daedalus in an old Greek myth. In this myth, Daedalus, a great architect and inventor, creates wings made out of feathers and wax to enable the escape of him and his son, who were being kept prisoner in a tall tower by a king that he had previously worked for. This invention works, and they manage to escape, but Icarus, who was disregarding his father’s cautions and playing around, flying too high, falls into the sea because the wax that holds the feathers together melted and drowns.
    
     William Carlos Williams’ poem however does not tell this entire story. Instead, it focuses on describing what was illustrated in Pieter Bruegel’s painting. In Bruegel’s painting, a farmer who is ploughing his field, and a boy who is watching over his sheep is the first thing that catches the observers eye. Icarus can be seen in the lower right corner of the painting, as a part of the background. Like Bruegel, Williams has chosen not to make the death of Icarus the major part of his work, and has settled to mentioning it at the beginning and end of the poem. He has preferred to take the reader on a journey through the day, and the scenery that was most probably visible to Icarus as he drifted through the sky. Actually, the poem isn’t even about Icarus, as can be understood from the title, “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus,” which would most likely be something like “The Fall of Icarus” if the poem was about him.
      
     “Out, Out—” by Robert Frost, an early 20th century poet, has a rather similar theme to “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus,” although both of these poems portray different events. “Out, Out—” tells the story of a young boy, who dies a sad death after accidentally cutting off his hand with a buzz-saw. The boy, still a child at heart, is living the life of a grown man. With only half an hour free time a day to himself, to enjoy his childhood, he works hard, taking on tasks that are not appropriate for his young age. Forced to be mature and grown, the boy knows that he will be of no use without a hand, and the idea that he will be incomplete and unable to work for the rest of his life causes his death. The poem focuses on people's reactions to death.
     
    These two poems have one notably important similarity. Both of these poems narrate that a person’s suffering and failure will be unimportant to another person or will go unnoticed. In “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus,” nobody acknowledges the boy who falls into the sea out of the sky, splashes around trying to save himself and then dies. It is unknown whether the farmer and any other people at the scene of the event didn’t see or hear Icarus falling, or if they just decided that it was insignificant and not worthy of their time. In “Out, Out—,” the people around the boy acknowledge his death, yet decide to go on with their daily lives, since they are still alive, and that is pretty much all that matters to them. Thus, the death of the young boy is irrelevant to the lives of others, so it is unimportant.  
      
     William Carlos Williams and Robert Frost have used different types of structure to communicate the same theme. William Carlos Williams’ poem consists of seven stanzas, made up of three lines each, and is written in free verse. The use of punctuation is at a minimum, with only one period at the end of the poem. Enjambment has been employed in the poem, perhaps to create the effect of a flight, or descent; with each stanza, the reader is slowly descending in the sky, and is brought to death, the inevitable ending. The vocabulary in the poem is quite simple, and the tone is calm and objective, with no emotions being conveyed. Contrast and words with sensory appeal have been used to enrich the poem. Words like “splash” and “tingling” appeal to the senses of sound, sight and touch while are also onomatopoeic words. The contrast between life and death can be seen from the word “awake,” used to describe liveliness and merriness that comes with spring, and “Icarus drowning,” which implies that Icarus will be asleep forever, starting from that moment.  
      
      “Out, Out” differs from “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus” in structure. Robert Frost’s poem is made up of only one stanza, and thirty four lines. The poem is written in blank verse using iambic pentameter. Frost uses many poetic devices throughout the poem. Personification is used to describe the buzz-saw. The lines “And the saw snarled and rattled, snarled and rattled, as it ran light, or had to bear a load,” describe the buzz-saw, talking as if the saw was a person which had to carry something. The words “snarled and rattled” are repeated several times, to create the image of the saw moving back and forth in the readers mind, and to help the reader imagine exactly how the machine works. Words that contradict, like “rueful” and “laugh” are used to create an image of the boys pain. The vocabulary of the poem is simple, yet powerful words have been used, like “outcry.” Imagery is an important part of the poem, as Frost takes the time to set up the setting, as can be seen from the line “Five mountain ranges one behind the other under the sunset far into Vermont.” Unlike William Carlos Williams, Robert Frost uses several punctuation marks in his poem, including dashes, colons, quotation marks, and exclamation points. “Out, Out” also includes dialog, something that is not seen in most poems. The poem starts out with a three line long sentence, and ends with a one line poem. The sentences get shorter as the poem progresses and the life in the young boy slowly drains out.
    
     “Out, Out--” employs realistic imagery and the personification of a buzz saw to describe how life goes on after the death of a loved one, while also subtly stating that human are selfish creatures that only have concern for themselves. “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus” states pretty much the same thing, that what is a tragedy to one person will often be a matter of complete indifference to the rest of the world using imagery and contrast.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Music is what feelings sound like.

 
About 10 days ago, I attended a chamber orchestra performance at my school. I already knew that there were many musically talented students at our school, but this concert truly amazed me.

The first to perform was the chamber orchestra that consisted of four violins, a viola, a cello, a trumpet and a flute. Besides the orchestra, several solo acts were put on. The music performed was varied. I got the chance to listen to melancholic pieces as well as happy, joyful and lively pieces.

This one and a half hour performance of classical music helped me realize that classical music conveys more emotion than we would expect, unlike the mainstream music we usually listen to nowadays. When listening to a slow piece, the listener can feel the grief of the composer and imagine their mindset, while a quick, chirpy song can communicate excitement and cheeriness. I noticed that each song must have been carefully constructed, considering every single detail, carefully choosing the right pitch, rhythm, tempo, dynamics, articulation and meter to convey a message, just like poetry.

In addition to this, I saw that some students do devote their time to things other than Facebook and the television, and the results are quite impressing. 








Sunday, December 12, 2010

12.12.2010

Yesterday I woke up to see that there was snow everywhere. The first thing that came to my mind was that it would be awesome if we had a snow day, but before I went to bed, I was worried that the roads might be closed and that we wouldn't be able to go to the rehabilitation center. However I got up anyway and luckily our visit was still on. Since this would be our last visit for 3 weeks, due to our winter break, we did something different. We decorated the Christmas tree, had cake and juice. I tried again to get the race track to work but, sadly, I failed again and decided to blame the toy. We played with Legos and Yasemin played the flute.
Even though we got there late, and didn't have much time to play, today was a pretty fun day and I will definitely miss going to the rehabilitation center while I'm on holiday.

05.12.2010

I was trying to set up a race track for the boys to play with and miserably failing. A mother brought up her son to watch us. The other boys went away to play, and I stayed to pack up the race track. The mother was still there and she was trying to get her child to finish his juice. We talked a bit. She told me that she had got accepted into college but that she couldn't go because she couldn't afford it. She told me that we were very lucky to have the opportunity to get an education. I know that I am lucky, and I try hard to make most of the opportunities I have and not take them for granted, but I just didn't know what to say in that situation, and all I could think of was "yeah."
Like every other person, I complain about how hard life is and the normal things, but especially after I started visiting the rehabilitation center, I also wish that I had more chances to do things for people other than myself, and give back to the community. 

At a Mall Department Store Sale

Delicate hands grabbing at pieces of fabric, wresting and running;
cockroaches on a carcass.

Friday, December 10, 2010

In a Station of the Metro

IN A STATION OF THE METRO

The apparition of these faces in the crowd;
Petals on a wet, black bough.

Ezra Pound

I think that the wet, black bough represents the metro station and the petals represent people. The word "apparition" is used to imply that the people just come and go, in a blur. This work shows Pound's shock and awe  as he steps into the metro. He sees, actually he thinks he sees, since he can't see the faces clearly, beautiful people. This is identified as "petals," vibrant flowers that represent beauty. In this poem, the poet states that the people who are in the crowd are beautiful because of their diversity. This poem connotes that everyone is beautiful no matter what color, size or shape they are.

The Warning

Life is
not fair people
are mean. You suffer and
fight and lose and suffer and then
you die.

The Great Gatsby - Reflection

Usually authors prefer not to kill the main characters of their novels, because readers can feel like they read the whole book for nothing. I think that killing Gatsby was a good moved that helped Fitzgerald successfully convey the main message of the book: the decline of the American Dream.

Gatsby was a man who lived in a era of prosperity and material excess, but all he wanted was to be with the woman he loved. His whole life revolved around making himself worthy of Daisy, and finding a way to win her back. He reached his goal, but was not able to see that Daisy would not be able to live up to his expectations. In the end, he died because he wasn't able to understand the world Daisy lived in, and to learn how to live in that world.

However, when I look back at the book, the thing that strikes me the most is not Gatsby's death, but the personalities of Daisy and Tom. Tom and Daisy are amoral people, they are careless and uncaring people. Since they know that their money will shield them from ever having to face any negative consequences they destroy people and things. This is an idea that we can still relate to, as most people still believe that money is the most valuable thing in life and will enable people to accomplish anything they want.

Chapter 9 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

I think I will certainly like it here. Moving was a splendid idea. The weather is great, and our new house is absolutely wonderful. First of all, it's bigger than our previous house and the garden is pulchritudinous. Tom travelled to New York for a few days, he's going to be at Fifth Avenue. I hope he picks up a few nice things for me while he's in the city, I haven't had the time to discover any good stores here yet. Maybe I should go out today, as I don't have anything to do. If we're going to stay here for a while, I should find some places I like, other than my garden. I don't want to get bored.

Chapter 8 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

Autumn is nearly here. Soon the leaves will turn crispy and orange, the weather will change, and we will not be able to go out often. Tom is talking with a man downstairs. When his conversation is over I will tell him that we should do something amusing. I'm not ready for the cold weather and the snow, though I do relish hot chocolate. Yet, I still want to go somewhere or do something. Maybe we can go swimming.

Chapter 6 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

There are some terrible rumours going around about Gatsby. I can't bear to hear people say awful things about him. We have a wonderful time together. He makes me feel young and charming again. Tom was over at his house today. He announced that we would be attending a party at his house. It turns out he was the one who threw the sumptuous parties. Tom doesn't seem to want to go to this party to actually have a good time, but I will enjoy myself.

Chapter 5 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

It was raining when I arrived at Nick's house. I could see that the grass had been freshly cut. His house was minute yet dainty compared to the great mansion next door. When I saw the untouched flowers inside, I was reminded of how polite and well thought Nick was; he is a true gentleman. However, he looked surprised, like something was missing. Then there was a knock at the door, and Gatsby entered, the lieutenant from Louisville, Kentucky. I was astonished to see him again.

Now we're at his house and he is showing me his extensive collection of English shirts. His house and life is marvellous. I can't believe it's been so long since I've seen him; I might cry...

Chapter 4 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

Jordan stopped by today. I was quite delighted to hear that Nick had taken my advice and started seeing her. However, I didn't get much information out of her. She was acting a bit weird today. We were having some drinks, and she told me that I was a lucky girl, and the she knew my secret and that my life was about to change. I didn't manage to figure out what she was talking about. I don't think my life is going to change any time soon. I'm definitely not a lucky girl, since my husband is cheating on me, and I don't have any secrets. The things that are worth knowing about me are out in the open, even the fact that I drank myself into numbness the night before my wedding. I wonder what she meant with what she said.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Chapter 3 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

The weekend is here again, and I can see the great mansion, across the water, lit up brightly. The West Egg is home to the new rich, and since they do not possess the social grace we do, they enjoy showing off their wealth with lavish parties. I have heard that these parties are quite extravagant. Though I've never been to a party at the West Egg, from what I gathered from my friends I can imagine what it is like. Drunk girls and men arguing over when to leave, crates of fresh lemon and oranges, a live orchestra, scrumptious food. Now that I think of it, this doesn't sound bad at all. I always let Tom talk me into believing things. I should make some time to attend one of these parties, I'm sure I would enjoy myself.

Chapter 2 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

Tom travelled to New York today. He didn't state what urged him to go to the city, but I know his reason very well. His "girl" is up there. That despicable women. She doesn't even think about putting herself in my shoes, and trying to imagine how I feel. I would like to run her over with a car.
Well, I'm not going to spend my day with these bitter thoughts. I'm a young, beautiful, rich women. I married Tom for a reason, for the money, and I intend to spend it to make my life lively. Jordan and I can go out today, or perhaps I can spend some time in the garden; I do really love smelling the redolent roses.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Chapter 1 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

Nick will almost be here. I wonder if he has changed much. Even though we were cousins, we weren't quite close. He didn't even come to my wedding. What was he doing during that time? I can't remember now... Well, we'll have plenty of time to catch up now that he is living in New York... I hope he likes my house. What will he say when he sees my daughter? I know what I say, every time, how I wish that she grows up to be a beautiful fool... Anyway, if we're lucky, Tom won't do something to embarrass me, like talking about his lover or that stupid book he read...Jordan was good company today, we should go up to the city sometime; that would be entertaining.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

28.11.2010

I strongly dislike waking up early in the morning. However, I don't mind getting up early so I can visit the rehabilitation center. I would enjoy sleeping more, and I guess I do get tired while playing with the children, as the mothers often state, since we usually end up running around and playing hide and seek, but today I noticed that no one cares about getting tired, since spending time with the children is incredibly fun and it makes you feel like a better person.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Chapter 9

Chapter 9, the final chapter of the book, enlightens Gatsby's life, and as the reader we become aware of just how distressed and desolate he was. Gatsby had a dream, a goal, but his dream blinded him, and he lost sight of everything else in his life.

Nick tries to organize a lavish funeral as he believes that that is the way Gatsby deserved to be remembered after his death. However Nick quickly discovers that no one appears to be eager to attend his funeral, because the people in Gatsby's life are shady people who don't want to be seen around and he has no real friends. In the end, Gatsby father shows up at the funeral. Gatsby's father is a cordial man, who is quite surprised but proud about Gatsby's accomplishments. Gatsby kept his father, who seems to be a loving person, out of his life, he never took time to enjoy his fortune, he never tried to connect with anyone other than Daisy. He chased a dream, that would never come true, he lived a lie and died as an lonely man.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Chapter 8

In this chapter, Gatsby tells Nick about his past with Daisy, and goes for a swim. Tom tells Wilson that Gatsby ran over his wife, and Wilson kills Gatsby and himself.

Two major themes of Fitzgerald's writing, mutability and loss are explored deeply in this chapter. Gatsby turns his entire life around, in order to win Daisy back, but he looses interest in everything else. He never takes time to enjoy his fortune since he is so focused on recreating his past with Daisy. Wilson looses his wife, first to another man, then forever when she dies, and Daisy shows us how quickly she can adjust to a situation, and act like she's happy, like wanting to be with Gatsby, then deciding to marry Tom, then deciding that she like Gatsby just before her marriage, the marrying Tom, then cheating on him with Gatsby, then finally going back to Tom.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Chapter 7

Chapter 7 reveals the changes in Gatsby as his affair with Daisy progresses, and the true faces of some of the other characters. Gatsby fires all of his old servants, and replaces them with shady individuals connected to Meyer Wolfshiem to be able to prevent gossip from spreading and keep his relationship secret. He also stops having parties, which were only held to lure Daisy in.

Tom becomes certain that Daisy is cheating on him, and this infuriates him. However, Tom remains calm, since he is aware that Daisy will probably never be willing to leave him, and Tom easily pulls Daisy back to his side. Tom is showed as a sexist hypocrite in this chapter, as he believes that it is tolerable for him to have a highly public affair yet can't stand the idea that Daisy loves another man. Ironically, Wilson, the man Tom was playing around with, telling him that he would sell him a car, yet never actually doing it, suddenly becomes Tom's equal when he finds out his wife too is cheating on him.

In addition to all this, an important difference between Tom and Gatsby and further connections between the story and Fitzgerald's life is exposed. Tom believes that he is superior to Gatsby, since he presumes that he is a moral person with natural social graces and that Gatsby isn't. On the other hand, Gatsby has the decency to keep his affair secret and not cause any embarrassment for others.

Fitzgerald wrote The Great Gatsby while staying in France, where his wife Zelda Sayre cheated on him with a French naval aviator. Perhaps this relationship was what inspired the relationship between Gatsby and Daisy. Furthermore, the feelings of Tom and Wilson when they find out that their wives are being unfaithful are most probably reflections of Fitzgerald's real feelings. 

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

The Great Gatsby - Preflection

The title of this book, The Great Gatsby, implies that the book will consist of the the story of a man named Gatsby, and what he has accomplished in order to be recognised as "great." Judging a book by the cover is not recommended, however I predict that the picture on the cover will have relevance to the story. The picture with the beautiful woman and the man next to her gives me the impression that a young man who pursues a care free woman will make up the main event of the story. I hope that the book will give me insight into the era, life in America and the "American Dream."

Sunday, November 7, 2010

07.11.2010

Today, at the rehabilitation station I decided to bowling with the boy I was playing with, Umut. We went of to the side and started playing. After a few minutes, more people started to come to join us, and soon we had about 8 kids trying to play bowling with only 2 balls. As I tried to set up the pins quickly and jump out of the way before I got hit by the ball I realized that Umut was just sitting there, watching while the other kids who acted faster than him and grabbed the ball play. I didn't know what to do this situation. I was trying to make sure that we were being fair and that everyone got a turn, but at the same time I wanted Umut to have fun. But all of the kids there deserve to have fun, and that's why I didn't do anything when I saw that one mother was catching the ball before everyone else and that her son bowled every time when there were kids who only bowled once or twice.(Plus, she didn't speak Turkish)

Friday, October 22, 2010

Chapter 6

This chapter finally reveals Gatsby's secretive past. We learn that Gatsby, born as James Gatz on a farm, attended college at St.Olaf's however fropped out because of the humiliating janitorial work he had to do to pay for his education. He went on to work on Lake Superior as a fisherman, which to me, does not sound better than not getting an education. While working at Lake Superior, Gatsby met Dan Cody, a wealthy man who made him his assistant. It was working with Dan Cody that made Gatsby decide to become a wealthy man.


Gatsby accomplishes his goals, and becomes a rich man, but he doesn't become a better man. Gatsby lacks many things, one of these being social and aristocratic grace. He is obsessed with wealth and status. He believes that the road to success passes through being rich, and he expects to be able to achieve everything with money, even buy happiness. It is pretty clear that Gatsby is ashamed of who he used to be, since he tries his best to hide his past which includes his parents, the people who gave him life. Yet this does not mean anything to Gatsby. 


Chapter 6 proves once again that Gatsby's power to make his dreams come to is what makes him "great." However, we see that this is also what leads him to expect too much from people, what blinds him to the point where he is living a lie and makes him value all the wrong things in life. His power makes him weak.

This chapter brings to light many connections between the characters of the story and real people in Fitzgerald's life. Daisy, who probably never worked a day in her life represents Fitzgerald's mother, who lived off her inheritance. Fitzgerald's mother was a person who had become newly rich, just like Gatsby. Gatsby believed that Daisy would love him if he were rich, similarly to Fitzgerald who moved to New York to make money so he could marry Zelda Sayre. Another thing they have in common is that they both dropped out of school to pursue different careers and joined the army. Traces from Fitzgerald's life are also seen in the character Dan Cody. Like Fitzgerald, Dan Cody was an alcoholic.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Nick Carraway

Nick Carraway, a young man from Minnesota, educated at Yale, served during the First World War, living in New York to learn the bond business, claims to be different from the others, but I think he isn't.

Nick starts the story off by introducing himself as an honest man, who reserves judgement. However instead of seeing him stick to his words, we see him contradict himself several times, for example, by doubting that Gatsby is a good person before even meeting him.

Another fault that I can not ignore is that he goes to meet Tom's lover, and does not object to anything even once. He does not even think about defending Daisy, his cousin. Nick prefers to observe his surroundings, in fact, he finds the atmosphere of the party quite interesting.

Another action that would not be expected from a honest and moral man would be for him to almost push Daisy to be unfaithful, because if he hadn't arranged a meeting, Daisy wouldn't have gone out looking for Gatsby or true love or happiness. Even if Nick believed that Daisy was stuck in a loveless marriage, and this is something that he can not know for sure, and even if he thought it Tom wouldn't be able to object because he himself is in an affair, or even if he knew that this behaviour was expected from people like Daisy and Tom and knew for sure that they would forgive each other, what he did was just simply wrong.

One last thing that I don't understand about Nick is why he chooses to stay in New York. He doesn't have anything holding him back. His meretricious girlfriend Jordan, is not a factor. His job is not everything he has, he can easily find other one. Then why does he wait so long to move back to the Midwest? Maybe it's because he wants to see how things will play about between Gatsby, Daisy and Tom, maybe he's curious, maybe he wants to see them suffer, and he does do this, he stays, without interfering once, or trying to help his "friends" and "relatives" fix their problems and get out of the mess that they are in.

17.10.2010





The hardest part about visiting the rehabilitation center isn't finding the right words to say, or knowing how to act around the children, because they don't require special treatment. They are like all the other children in the world, they just want to have fun. The hardest part is probably getting up early in the, but this is forgotten when you're coloring in pictures with the children or playing bowling with them. The thing I like the most about visiting the rehabilitation center is that I get to be a kid again, and do something good for others at the same time.


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Energy Stored Up in America

During the 1920s, with the end of the war and the introduction of main stream radio, came a new movement, called the “Jazz Age.” The jazz music and dance that emerged from the African Americans expanded and even became socially acceptable to the middle class white Americans. Fitzgerald’s The Great Gatsby effectively illustrates George Gershwin’s statement that “Jazz is the result of the energy stored up in America.”

When we take a look at the characters in the book, this statement seems to make sense considering that most of the characters don’t actually have a job, or a purpose in life. For example, we never see Daisy doing anything productive. She has a child, but she doesn’t take care of her. In fact, she hopes that her daughter will grow up to be a “beautiful fool,” since she believes that women have no value in society. Daisy does not clean, she does not cook; she doesn’t do any house work. She doesn’t have a real job either.

Her husband Tom is not much different from her. Whether he has a job or not, is not known, because it is never mentioned in the book. However, what would be expected from Tom would be that he sits at home and reads racist books, has midday drinks, revels with his lover Myrtle, or that he goes out riding with other wealthy couples.

Though they are similar in many ways, Gatsby has one difference from Daisy and Tom. He is one of the “new rich” who the East Eggers dislike so strongly. This means that even if it was by bootlegging, or hunting for gems, Gatsby actually had to work to make his fortune. Yet, he must have made enough money doing whatever he was doing, as he isn’t seen actually working in the book once.

Jordan Baker, Nick’s meretricious girlfriend, is introduced as a competitive golfer, but we can assume that she doesn’t take it seriously since she cheats, and spends most of her time at Daisy’s house lying around.

It is known for certain that Nick moved to New York to learn the bond business. He is the only character in the book that is seen working, but how hard he works can be doubted seeing as he always has the time to go out for lunch or dinner, go up to New York when he feels like it, go on dates with Jordan or attend parties.

These characters, who live in the cultural center for jazz, are young, energetic people who seem to have so much free time, yet nothing to do. With all these people who do not have a care in the world spending their time by just doing whatever they want to, like attending sumptuous parties, not unlike the lavish parties held at Gatsby’s mansion every week, there is no doubt that revelry, music and dancing will spread, grow and become a movement.

Everyone has to find a way to spend their lives. During the “Roaring Twenties,” when elites didn’t have to work exceptionally hard, they would spend their time and energy partying, singing, dancing and enjoying music. As George Gershwin stated, all the people who were full of life, but didn’t have a way to spend their time, created a way to spend their time and started the “Jazz Age.”

Monday, October 11, 2010

Chapter 5

This chapter is considered the pivotal chapter in The Great Gatsby. The whole story led up to Gatsby's reunion with Daisy with Daisy, and now the plot shifts to focus on the relationship between Gatsby and Daisy.

On the day of his meeting with Daisy, Gatsby becomes terribly nervous. When Daisy arrives, Nick realises that Gatsby has disappeared. After going for a walk around the house in the rain, Gatsby shows up, yet he has not completely calmed down because he knocks over Nick's clock. Gatsby fears that things between him and Daisy will never again be like they were in Louisville.

Gatsby's fears quickly fade away when he finally opens up to Daisy, and only Nick realises that this affair will end with disappointment, since Daisy will not be able to live up to Gatsby's expectations.

Nick always claimed to be a honest and moral person, but in his actions in this chapter make us doubt this. Nick was willing to help Gatsby with his plan from the very start. Gatsby never needed to offer to pay him, which offends Nick. Yet Nick does not find the fact the Gatsby wants him to destroy his cousins marriage offending at all. Nick probably believes that it would only be fair for Daisy to look for the love and happiness she couldn't find with Tom and find it with someone else, since Tom had an affair with Myrtle. However, Nick is not the person to decide that Daisy is stuck in a loveless marriage, and help her find happiness with another man. Even if does what he does with good intentions, what he is doing is not moral and cannot be ignored.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Chapter 4

This is the chapter where we finally get a greater view in Gatsby's past. However, what we see is not very pretty and the new facts cause more confusion instead of clearing up any doubts.

The things Gatsby tells Nick about his past, most probably lies, do not make sense. Gatsby claims that he is from the Midwest. The city he calls his hometown is San Fransisco, which isn't even near to the center of the country. Gatsby goes on to tell Nick about his days in Oxford, the time he spent hunting down jewels, and how he won medals for his great work in the war. The photo and medal he shows Nick as proof may convince him, but as the reader I am still suspicious.

The people who attend Gatsby's parties are the most powerful and wealthiest people of the country. Gatsby maintains a close relationship with Meyer Wolfshiem, the man rumored to have fixed the 1919 World Series. This relationship gives the impression that Gatsby's wealth is disreputable and that Gatsby has underground connections. On top of all this, when Gatsby's car is pulled over for speeding, the police officer quickly lets Gatsby go after seeing a white card, but not before apologizing. It is understandable that Gatsby has power over the police, considering that he is a shady man, but is shocking that the police officer actually apologizes from Gatsby for doing his job. It is shocking to see that Gatsby might be a man that people are actually afraid of.

It is interesting to see that Nick can let go of all his suspicions about Gatsby after seeing only a photo and a medal that doesn't prove much, and ignore all the signs pointing towards the fact that Gatsby is not a honest man, and that he gained his fortune from bootlegging.
There are many questions about Gatsby that come to mind when thinking about Gatsby. Why doesn't he have a family? How come he knows all the richest people of the country? Why do these people bother to come to his parties? Why doesn't anyone ever question him about these things? these are only some of the questions that I can think of.

Towards the end of the chapter, we learn from Jordan Baker that Gatsby is a lovesick man. He is in love with Daisy, since the day he met her. There are many ugly things about Gatsby, yet he does have a soft side to him. Gatsby has a dream. The green light he was reaching out to in the first chapter was a symbol of Daisy, his dream. We see that Gatsby is full of hope. This also explains the reason if his eagerness to become rich. He wants to be able to reach Daisy. Gatsby is portrayed as a dedicated man who will do anything until he gets what he wants, even if the thing he wants is way out of his reach.

This doesn't suddenly erase everything Gatsby has ever done in the past, but makes him a representation of hope as well as greed and moral decay. In the end, Gatsby is a man who has taken things too far trying to achieve a dream he should be able to see that he won't reach.

26.09.2010

As I walk through the doors of the rehabilitation center, and move towards the stairs, the pieces of a familiar routine fall into place. This is my first visit in about 5 months. When we enter the room and see the children, I am reminded of my first visit, when I was in 9th grade. I think about how nervous I was; I was afraid that I wouldn't know what to say or what to do. I still stand around awkwardly until the toys are brought up.

I find a child to play with, and from that moment on, nothing else but games matter. We do some coloring, play with play dough, puzzles and we even play hide and seek. Time flies by and when we leave no one even remembers that the children were disabled, they're all thinking about how much fun they had.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Chapter 3

In Chapter 3, we finally officially meet Gatsby. Nick gets invited to one of Gatsby's famous parties. Nick runs into Jordan, and decides to spend time with her, since he doesn't know anyone else who is at the party. Jordan and Nick hear several rumors about Gatsby, like that he is a murderer.

When Nick really meets Gatsby, he realizes that he is a good man, nothing like a murderer, and that he and Gatsby fought together in the war. Nick quickly gets used to Gatsby's habit of calling people "old sport," and although Gatsby does seem sincere, Nick cannot overlook the fact that Gatsby's past seems improbable. At this point, there isn't any reason for Gatsby to cover up his past, but apparently there is something Gatsby is ashamed of or something that he is trying to keep hidden.

Another unknown thing about Gatsby is why he throws the extravagant parties. Gatsby doesn't drink, or dance and he doesn't even know most of the people who attend his parties. Perhaps he is just trying to get accepted into this community. Maybe this has something to do with the thing in his past that he trying to cover up, or maybe he just enjoys entertaining people.

During the party, Gatsby speaks with Jordan privately. Afterward when Jordan tells Nick that she heard something extraordinary about Gatsby, the only thing that can come to our minds is that he told her something shocking and unexpected, like he really did murder a man, but we don't get an explanation from Jordan in this chapter.

After the party, we see that Nick is dating Jordan. We also find out that Jordan is dishonest, and that she cheated in a golf tournament. Nick is disappointed to find out that Jordan wasn't what he expected, that she just another pretty girl, ugly on the inside.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Chapter 7 - Imaginary Journal - Daisy's Point of View

Today was an eventful day. Nick and Jay come over for lunch. Both Jay and Tom were not quite their selves. Jay didn’t seem to like my daughter. I could even say that seeing her stunned him; he was shocked. Tom, he had been acting suspicious for some time now, but today he appeared to make up his mind about whatever was bothering him, it’s like it all finally fell into place for him. Well, I do not care if he has become certain about the relationship between Gatsby and I. He has his girl up in New York, and I don’t raise my voice about it, so it is just about fair that I have a lover.

Going to New York was rather entertaining, however I cannot say the same about returning home. I’m glad that I got to ride with Gatsby, although I am curious about what they were talking about in the other car. I wish Tom hadn’t made such a fuss in the hotel and that we could’ve stayed more. Though Jay was pretty out of line there, telling Tom that I had never loved him when he doesn’t know anything about my feelings toward Tom and my life with him. He amuses me, the way he believes that everything can just go back to the way they were before.

Driving back home from New York was a scare. Hitting that woman was terrifying. I don’t know if I will ever be able to forget about it. The thing makes this whole situation worse is that the woman looked like she wanted tell me something, something that I will never know, now that she is dead.

I didn’t know how to feel about anything throughout the day, but the more and more I think of it, making up my mind becomes easier. There isn’t even a choice to make, and I don’t regret anything that happened between Jay and I, but that was all temporary, it’s not like I expected it to last. After all Tom is my husband, and we have a life together, a life that I would not want to give up. Maybe we’re not happy, but we’re not unhappy either, and that’s enough for me.

Chapter 2

In this chapter, Nick and Tom go to New York to meet up with Tom’s lover, Myrtle. To do so, they go through the valley of ashes, a place of emptiness, poverty, and desolation. The valley, located between New York and the West Egg symbolizes the moral decay hidden behind the beautiful lives lived in the Eggs. The eyes of Doctor T. J. Eckleburg, on an old billboard in the valley, imply that everyone is being watched and that nobody can get away with anything; they represent the eyes of God staring down on the people.

Tom, Myrtle and Nick go to the apartment Tom keeps in New York for his affair, and have a party attended by Catherine, Myrtle’s sister, and some neighbors, the McKees. Nick is repulsed by what he sees, nevertheless fascinated at the same time. These contradictions that Nick has suggest that he has not yet made up his mind about how he feels toward the Buchanans, Gatsby, and life in New York.

Tom shows a side of him that wasn’t known before in this chapter. On top of having an affair with another woman, Tom taunts Wilson, Myrtle’s husband, who has done him no harm, and violently attacks Myrtle to keep his authority over her. It is clearly seen that he has no guilt for being such an immoral person. Perhaps Tom reflects some aspects of Fitzgerald’s life, who was an alcoholic, got into fights constantly with his wife and cheated on her when she was in the hospital.

However, the fact that Nick does not once say or do anything against the affair, or that he doesn’t think about Daisy or consider her feelings about this situation makes his morality questionable.

Chapter 1


The first sentence of the book is, “In my younger and more vulnerable years my father gave me some advice that I’ve been turning over in my head ever since.”Nick Carraway, the narrator and self cast author of the book, establishes himself straight away as a man who respects his elders, and takes their advice, a characteristic that would not usually be expected from a young man living in New York to work in the bond business. He considers himself highly moral and highly tolerant, and reserves judgment about other people, yet has contradictions in his point of view. For example, he describes himself as tolerant and nonjudgmental person, but also views himself as morally privileged. Nick lives in a small house next to a great mansion owned by Jay Gatsby in the West Egg, home to the “new rich.” West Egg is characterized by lavish displays of wealth and poor taste. Unlike his neighbors, Nick has social connections and aristocratic pedigrees.
The other main characters, Daisy, Nick’s cousin, Tom Buchanan, Daisy’s husband, and Jordan Baker, a competitive golfer, who we meet when Nick goes to the East Egg to have dinner with them, and Jay Gatsby are characters that are far away from in personality. Daisy is shallow, and prefers to see the world through a “single window,” the way she wants to see it. Tom is arrogant and dishonest, carries out public affairs and racist arguments. This actually shows that Tom is not completely unaware of what is going on in the world outside of them, but this is also the only mention of the black community throughout the book, when several important events are going on like the immigrations and the growing cities within cities, so the fact that he is aware does not make him care. Jordan Baker is a bored, dishonest and cynical person. We only briefly meet Gatsby, when Nick sees him standing on the lawn, reaching out to the distant green light. At this point, neither Nick, nor the reader knows the significance of the light.
 In the East Egg appearances conceal unattractive realities, as with the Buchanans’ marriage. In addition to this, Jordan is a character that tries to cover up her inner emptiness with her beauty and wealth.
The East Egg and West Egg correspond to a particular character type in The Great Gatsby. Each home to remarkable wealth, and similar in many ways, are separated only by a small area of water and the values they approve of. The East Egg is home to breeding, taste, aristocracy, while West Egg represents the flamboyant manners of the new rich. The difference in the two settings may lead to conflicts further on in the book.